Babylon is the big city. Babylon is a lot of people. Lot of people could do a lot of things. Babylon needs order and structure. Babylon needs bureaucracy. Babylon is over me.
Today afternoon there was a system breakdown in our shop's district. These times the sun goes down comes earlier and earlier, so it happened to be totally dark at about 5 pm. People - who normally walk one by one - were starting to mengle: "what happened?" "...last time when..." "those stupids at the construction site..." "how long does it take ot repari..." and so on...
Little groups, little touches. A common topic and same side. No wonder, happens everywhere. Easy like that - it just let me think about us.
OK, I do not want to be the million and first who say the same thing! Let me put in this way: how could I force down the "moment made frustration" happened to me when I saw people throw garbage on the train, stole money from the cash register in a planned way, passing by from the right side by car and so on.
What should I say to myself?
In my work I am continously seeking for the value added - I am a value creation - beliver, actually. This is the thing: somewhere this is my purpose of professional living (please do not wrap me into the workoholic category - of course the first is my family! Lets define professional living as social role and responsibility.)
I am trying and trying to do my best, improve and flourish. This is all I can do. When I get home, have a bier, and say to myself: no more work, no more responsibility, no women no cry.. (oh I strayed away :) )
Is this argumentation strong enough to obsolete the hot points of the interaction with my wider environment? Does it get me down to a selfish way of living, a blind and "only the neccessary" approach?
Whatever.. During this "sailing on the waves of the ocean of "Big Thoughts and the Small Human Being" (like a pirate - get it?) A lot of thing happened.
I found Mattafix songs on the net. And deciced to think through again and revise my answer to "what business I am in?" question. And it is really time to find a sysmpathetic non-profit organization, who needs my helping hands. Oh, and this is really a must: get the book "Tribes" and yeah, read thoroughly.
And kiss my wife, because she is at home already. :)
11/09/2009
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